Mindset

It's time to change the mind set. I trust that every good desire is coming to me. I can only depend on me to make it happen. I keep wondering to myself if we can will something to manifest?

Love

So today I went to a bridal shower for a friend of mine. It was classy,fun, and emotional. There was a royal wedding theme with hats and fascinators delicious foods and great conversation. The guests gave small anecdotes about the bride and groom and words to encourage them as they take this step. It got me thinking if I am really the marrying type. If I will be able to attract someone to me that recognizes all the wonderful things I offer. Often times woman show their body before their mind. Men show their paycheck before their goals and aspirations. I pledge to myself to show off those aspects of myself that a courter will desire to know me more and not just resort to a physical attraction. Love is out there and I am calling it to me each and everyday. Every experience I have will give me more reasons to trust God with my future and life. Love is here and I receive it gladly give it away freely. I love..love.

Heart to heart

I spoke to my dad today. We haven't spoken in detail in a while and it was just nice sitting with him shooting the breeze. He was so surprised by my call. The past few days it was on my heart to call him. So I got on the phone not to long after getting home. He was getting ready for bed. It was really great just hearing his voice. I really realize that sometimes we take things for granted and don't appreciate things for who or what they are until its too late. I talked to him about my day and he talked about our last christmas trip. My mom always said he was kind and I caught a glimpse of the sentimental side when he said he didn't want to wash his jacket because it was the one he bought to keep warm at the park and I had been holding his arm that same day. It made me smile. How could I had been so selfish not to take time to speak to my father all this time. Hmmm thinking about reminds me I need to talk to my heavenly father too. As busy and trying as the day can sometimes be its important to take a little time for a heart to heart.

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While I'm waiting

I sometimes wonder why it is that I get impatient. Why is it that alll the people I trust are slowing drifting further away from me. Have I done something wrong? Am I the weakest link. It just seems like everyone else has it together. I am tired trying to hold friendships together. Always the one to make the call..constantly sitting home alone. It concerns me What have I done? I admit I don't function well in tough situations I always put my foot in my mouth, so I instead shut up. I don't like the isolation..it needs to go far away. Guess it's time for change.

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